Psychologies
tell us that one of the most dramatic and life-changing events in anyone’s life
and the depth of their effect upon our lives - is the experience of knowing God
or spiritual conversion.
Serenity
I
was raised in a home with pure love and concern to one another. Although my Dad
was raised in a Catholic practiced (though later on Papa came to know
and surrendered his life to Jesus and became a born-again Christian), while
Mom is a long-time born-again Christian, they did not fail to remind us the
importance of putting Jesus in the center of our life. When I was in early
childhood, Mom and Dad goes in two different churches, Mom rarely brought us
with her in the service, while most of the time Dad accompanied us to hear mass. Aside from the
beautiful hymns sang by the church choir, the only reason why my sister and I were
so excited to go because after every mass Dad bought us ice cream. I could say that it was fun yet became beneficial, I
consider my early church exposure was a marking ground. It inspires me to think
the importance of going to church every Sunday and it also made a way to simply
know that Jesus is good and he was crucified for me.
My
serious awakening toward God and spiritual things was when I was about twelve
years old. That time, my mother was comatose for almost two days and
hospitalized for weeks. I remember that it scared me so much that I can’t stop
crying. Then, I remember my Sunday school teacher told me, that if a person is
sick, one must go to God and ask for healing, He hears even the silent whisper
and loudest cries of our hearts. I did that, I prayed for Mom’s fast recovery
and began to seek miracles from God. One of the mighty things was proved that
the Lord heard me, when my mother came to her senses and got totally recovered.
It fueled me to pray constantly and became active at church.
The
music band and singers caught my attention whenever I attend the service,
because singing is my passion, years later my Pastor motivated me to join the
music ministry. It was February 22, 2002, then when the sun was high during a youth service, He remarkably soaked me into His presence. While the song is playing,
I didn't realize that I am raising my hands for the very first time to grab the
best decision ever and accept Jesus as my personal Lord and Savior at 14.
Then
on, I became part of the music team and soon lined-up as one of the
church’s worship leaders. During those years, I experienced how challenging it was to
give up Saturday friend hangouts and chose to be present in my music practice.
I became more serious in my studies and God was even more faithful as he gave
me all the favor I need in my school days. In my teens, I fortunately learned
how to balance everything. I truly appreciate how He chose me and entrusted
some of the ministerial tasks.
I am thankful that my response to His invitation was easy and with great delight, because I believe there will still be more exciting
picture as I continue to yield. That moment, His goodness is sweeter than any ‘ice-cream’
I’ve ever tasted! Then on, I wholeheartedly understand that Jesus speaks the
truth, He has set me free, and all things must come back for His glory.
one of my life songs
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