Hands to Heaven

In the hush of dream’s embrace, I saw him again. still and distant, I followed his gaze, and there I was on stage, Singing, glowing, dressed just like him, as if once- we were one. He didn’t look at me. He looked at her - the me on stage, the one with a cap pulled low, like a crown of becoming. And I, the third me, watched them both from somewhere in-between memory and meaning. We wore the same skin, the same simple clothes. But only I wore the song. Was he proud? Was he sorry? Was I? I felt it - this ache without anger, a warmth that wasn’t quite love, but something soft and almost sacred. Three selves in one dream: the girl who loved, the girl who rose, and the girl who watches it all unfold, quietly learn how to let go.

"You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil. My cup runs over." Psalm 23:5  NKJV Psalm 23 is a comforting psalm which is the reason many Christians cherish it. As we go through each verses, we’ve seen how the Lord is our Good Shepherd, our Protector, our Peace, our daily Provider, and Rest, and our Guide through every circumstance. We reminded of God’s faithfulness, that He leads us through dark valleys while watching over us with His rod and staff. All of that is amazing enough to prompt us to praise Him, but we may wonder what happens after we pass through the valley? What does the Lord do then? I remember visiting my Aunt Carol’s house it was during Christmas that every member of my family come altogether to feast and celebrate. She and my Dad were the main crew in the kitchen. They always think of the best menu and cook with complete ingredients, lavished with love and serve in appetizing look. My other cousins ...

Sunset Sky The bible tells that our heart is the wellspring of life. It is the seat of our inmost being, where our real identity lies. In counseling, it is my goal to go beyond words, actions, and feelings. I must find out why and how a person reacts on a certain way, merely not on a shallow basis. It is my task to go as deep as to where my counselee needs and invite me to be. On the other hand, God completely knows what heart is set on. No need for questions nor counseling, His eyes has a capacity to look directly at it. He knows every beat, every will, every pound, every yield, he knows the last reason of its cry, and how it was denied. He knows the reason of every why, and the very time of this little heart to freeze and die.             Addison Leitch said, “When the will of God crosses to the will of man somebody has to die.” Life requires countless of “little” deaths- it is where a person has to utter- no to sel...

What actually happens in Color Manila Run? A LOT OF FUN! It’s really the biggest obstacle fun run in the country, last July 30, 2017 at McKinley Hill, Taguig. Over 120,000 runners participated in various franchises; biggest number to date. They have options of choosing between race kits: 1. Deluxe - Php 950.00 includes a white race bib, sunglasses, finisher’s medal and color packet. 2. Trooper - Php 1,500.00 , includes a colored singlet, race bib, sunglasses, finisher’s medal, color packet, drawstring bag and head wear. 3. Challenger - Php 1,850.00 , includes black singlet, race bib, sunglasses, finisher’s medal, color packet, drawstring bag, head wear and a finisher’s shirt. 1. It’s a great way to invite new friends to run. However, due to the huge number of participants this year, it also contributed to killing the momentum and excitement of the fun run because you will have to wait for your turn for at least five minutes before you can do the challenge. But the...

When I talk about pain, I must say that it is truly painful, it means that it has already reached the edge of what I can bear. In my growing years, I have a very high tolerance in pain. Since I am inclined into sports and I love playing hard, hence I don’t care if my knee got scraped against the floor, or my leg or body get burn due to a long try out. I remember there were times that I have a very high fever but because I need to take the examination, I still went to my class, finish the test and stayed until noon. I don’t know why it seemed that there were those times I never noticed that I’ve been dealing a lot, it is surely because of the overflowing grace of God in my life, that if his grace is a body of water, I think I am drowning so bad. But I won’t be dwelling on the painful part of the story. I might say that it could be the most painful event that happened in my life by far. That is why it took me years before I write it down.   Amidst of those hurt, pain and ...

I am a woman with an invisible crown By grace circlet in my head In a time known only by my Everlasting,   I am a daughter and a sister. A friend like no other I am delighted in meeting souls, exchanging stories, as healing unfolds Yet I also cherish the stillness The quiet corners of time spent alone, When the road pauses, when the work rests. Then, I spend time with those I love Family, friends, the heartbeat of home. At home, I am the Ate (eldest sister) The mediator, the adviser, the cook,  at times the joker, The steady place in the swirl of life.   I serve in a ministry   With open arms and a prayerful heart, Guiding gently, loving deeply, Learning humility Trying to live a life that magnifies Christ   I am a singer. My voice lifts mellow and gentle hymns, Melodies are like whispered chant Goes to the heaven that makes soul sing I am a writer Old school, pen and paper in hand, Where ink becomes my compass And each line dances from heart to...

It was Friday then (August 19, 1988), when most of the people are excited to end the week, but for my Mother, this time was truly the beginning of everything! The real pain on her belly is the most thrilling agony she could endure.  The scream of a childbirth is the best noise that anyone could ever tolerate. After all, her apprehension was replaced by a celebration; her scream turned into grins, and the only tears was shed was a tear of joy.  This is my day, but the spotlight was meant for her to shine! This is our moment, me as her baby, and she as a new mother. Playtime with Anna I was given a chance to live by the Almighty and certainly she was the very one who bravely endure the process. As I came out into this world, she delightfully embraced the role of a full-time Mom! I may never witness how excited she was when I came out of her, but every minute of my life I can barely see in her heart all best interests   ...

Calligraphy by a Micah I am confuse and very sad. We haven't yet finished grieving for the loss of my father few months ago and here comes another heavy circumstance at hand .  One of my uncles on my Mom side is in Intensive Care Unit right now and his case is critical. He needs to undergo head surgery or Craniotomy, his neurosurgeon has to remove a section of his skull to create an access then remove some blood. Soliciting your prayers. Lord, have mercy. Self, Listen, okay...  There may be storms and whole a lot of tears, but God will not forsake you. He can be trusted. This storm won’t last forever, and as it fades; you’ll see his glory like never before.  He is going to rebuild your broken pieces and make your life beautiful again. This is just a season and it will surely pass. His glory shall be revealed at the end of this storm. One day you’ll back and see how God has been using every pain and every heart break to make every p...

Why graduate school? Simply stated, I am just one of those people who loves learning. With lifelong passion for service and learning, pursuing a master's degree is impossible for me during college, although it is a dream, but I always think to step once at a time. It could bring a high impact on my career afterwards, though it may not necessarily an important factor but of course one has also to consider the financial side of it. However, I decided I was ready for challenge to pursue my interest in a more in-depth way.  Thankfully, after I resign from work, my father supported my schooling and then I was granted a scholarship after my first semester, and here's how I see the hands of God move and His blessing on my chosen path.  How did you find the right program for you? I would say that academy is my second home, after graduating college, I immediately work as a Telephone counselor at The 700 Club Asia . I kept on hearing a saying that the “only way to do great wo...

ATS Theological Forum “The time that will be given to His vineyard will never be wasted for every  hard work is not vain.” These are the powerful words that pushed my spirit to embrace the ministry at the very young age. This thought reminds me that God loves seeing His children serving him. Although we cannot add nor take anything that cause Him to love us more, not even how little the time we can offer, because He loves us constantly and this will never change. However, it would still be more meaningful if we serve and obey. The 700 Club Counseling Center After graduation, God led me to work in a Christian NGO. I applied there as a Telephone Counselor. Fortunately, after rigorous training and screening process, I was blessed to be hired at the counseling center alongside with excellent and dedicated colleagues. This job actually confirmed my calling to pursue any counseling profession at the near future. After I handled several counseling cases for the past three year...

  Jesus, I know y ou are powerful. You holds the future. Your Word is true, and Your promises are sure! Lord , I love You. This morning, I woke up with an unusual feeling. I had a dream… in that dream I was a mother. I was caring for my baby with so much love and tenderness, and my ‘husband’ was simply watching me quietly as I take this little one close to my chest. Even right after I open my eyes from sleep,  I still weirdly feel what it truly means to be a mother.  It was breathtaking! It seemed like I was watching a movie but I was the actress on that main scene! And even though I couldn’t recognize my husband's face, I sensed his presence. He was there sitting close to me, steady and near. I love that feeling, Lord. I truly want that kind of blissfulness. I wonder was that dream your response to my prayer last night? Could it be a glimpse of what’s to come? My heart is hoping and praying that role will not remain as a dream… but soon will turn into real...

Posted in Give me Peace in You by Kate Goeler on 8/25/2012 I spent the majority of this week feeling like I was bobbing in the paralyzingly vast ocean that is the first week of school.  Between full time work as an athletic trainer kicking into full gear, my last year of grad school beginning, and an overwhelming amount of extra-curriculars, I became easily distracted and lost focus of where my sights are always to be looking towards.  I found myself re-submitting my heart to the Lord on a moment to moment basis, wondering why I wasn't able to keep the joy.  I'd feel it for a moment and then have something else come my way to add to my to do list and instantly I was pushed back down beneath another ocean wave, flailing my arms in an attempt to reach the surface for a breath of fresh air...it's unfortunate I'm no Missy Franklin. With the week coming to an end, you'd think I would have been excited for a restful weekend, but the task of support letter...