Something Better in Mind

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I don't know but I feel giddy writing '22 above my journal. Well, Happy New Year! I'm claiming a very God-filled & hopeful 2022 for me and to all the people I love! I am a person who loves planning especially if it is for the family. I had spent months searching for the perfect, budget-friendly hotel to celebrate New Year together with Mom and sister, feast in a sumptuous eat-all-you can buffet while waiting for the New Year's countdown, all wrapped in the warmth of holiday music and the comfort of each other’s company. Few minutes before midnight, we run outside, and shout into the night joining the symphony of fireworks that would mark the beginning of the new year! Each moment sweetly rehearsed in my heart, even now as I savor these first few hours of year 2022. 

The Lord intervenes as I wake up in a sudden train of thoughts, "welcoming New Year doesn't have to be loud, flashy, and have all-figured out like where you'll get a good lighting for photo op to add on your curated IG. Though flaunting how a lovely holiday evening turned out is truly fun and divine." 

I paused, and slowly turned on my bed, sniff through my nose with a gentle phrase I whispered, "Thank you, Lord, for having something better in mind." 

I sensed in my heart that God continuously speaking from within, as he explained to me this alternative plan he had for us.

"I'm feel sorry that you were sick and your plan didn't unfold as you envisioned. And since you're down for the past days, healing you is always on My mind, but apparently, I'm expert at using unexpected events in people's lives to demonstrate my power and love. Having fever, cough and cold at the New Year's Eve was not part of My plan for you, but they came about because you ignored the call to rest. Since nothing happened without My permission, remember that I am in control. 

Don't you perceive, having cold didn't affect your voice that is why I was deeply pleased when you stand on your feet sing songs of praises for Me as you crossover to another year. Instead of being weakened by illness, you felt revived through worship, your tiredness turned into strength through My grace. I know that spending the last day of the year inside, reading, and praying while others are out and about to party was not ideal, but know that it happened with finest intension. The rest you needed was not to be found in a festive hotel room or an exciting event but in the quiet of My presence.

You were even convinced that you did not feel bored inside of these four corners of your messy room because you were thrilled about all that I revealed as you meditate my Word. You won't hear Me, and there is no way for you to sit in silence with Me if your plan happen. Being around with festive crowd is a great way to destress, but isn't it more worthwhile and joyful hearing the sound of My voice & being reminded of My promises that was set in stone for you? Years may change, but my plans and thoughts about you remains the same. My Word is Myself; I am the Word that goes with My presence whenever you declare it. I know what you need at this specific point in time- and I know you need Me, Ariane. Resting in Me is where true peace lies.

You can now face the year not with the exhaustion of the unmet expectations but with strength and clarity that comes from resting in Me. In your weakness, and even up to your failing plans, I am always here to rescue. You'll be blessed when you look back to this day because this story is unique in all other New Year's Eve. Your New Year is indeed happy because of Me." -Abba

"Many are the plans in person's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails." Proverbs 19:21


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